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He texted me :))) .. I think it was about 4 or 5 days ago .. he said I wasn't sure when was your birthday .. so I just wanted to say congratulation sooner .. then we talked ! actually I made the conversation longer by asking for music .. he sent me 90 ! :)) and the other night he sent message again and asked if I listened or not ! then we talked .. till moing :)) till 4 a.m in the moing .. and that was all ! God knows how much I've missed him :)) that just made everything worst .. I want to cry for the rest of my life .. I hope he become broken as I did .. I hope he feels the same someday ! I want it from the bottom of my heart .. I hope one day someone come and do the same to him .. he's still destrying my soul and hurting my feeling .. I know .. I know I shouldn't talk to him but it was out of my control .. He knows what is doing to me .. sick bastard :))